This Half Term Week :)

I fell bad because I got the laptop of my sister by guilt tripping her; I was like, I need to do my homewoek, but okay, if you need it more than me to watch a film, then it is okay. I did that sort of dramatic walk out and she was like, take it, I insist. And well, there is only so much insisting that a person can do, till you submit. :P

I actually got the laptop to write a blog post. Blogging has taken over my life.

How has my week been? Well thank you for asking. It has been, well great. I have been procastinating a lot more. I have been playing little big planet with my brother and sisters and we've really bonded; it's like, you guys are really actually quite cool. Little big planet is really cool and sac boy is sooooo cute.

I have been playig pacman a lot - there are some times where it is like, you know what? I want to play pac man! Why? I don't know, but yeah, I want to play it. So a lot of my time has been spent playing pac man.

I did some revision. It did not seem adequate enough because a lot of procastinaion ate into my time, but it is better than nothing, especially when tomorrow morning in Chemistry, when I ask the people around me how their half term went, they'll be like, crap I didn't revise.

I met up with friends. My friends are great. :)

I went library, which was fun.

I had an argument with my mum and instead of saying sorry, I pushed it too far and told her that she is the one who likes to argue and shout, not me - and if I do argue and shout at times, it's her faults that I inherited. It needed to be said. Well not really - it was a bit rude, but I need to say more of what I think.

I return to college tomorrow. I think it will be okay. I see my friends at the bus stop; may walk with Lambis to get back into the full swing of things. I have chemistry first. I love chemistry. There's maths, but at least I did the homework, and, and and it's C2, not crappy, bland S1, so I will be okay. Plus, I can catch up with Evelin, so it will be cool. :)

I went to the church thing today. It was so cool. We had to build like a tower with marshmallows ans spaghetti and we had to balance an easter egg on it. The team with the longest tower, with the easter egg on top, won. The leader of my team - saxaphone Aaron, because there were two Aarons - told us when we started that we would definetely win - needless to say that we did not. We came last; we were the type who comes last but insist that we were not defeated, but the other teams were cheats.

They gave us wraps with chicken in it and I never realised that there were forks, so I ate with my hand and I ate so messily. I was so glad it was dark because I would have been so embarrassed in the light.

They gave us so much chocolate. Still, Tobi kept stealing them. She stuffed the remaining marshmallows into her pockets as if they were a delicacy that she had never had before.

It was awkward at first. There were my sisters and the Patel family - their surname is actually Patel, by the way. We all just sort of didn't like spread out. We weren't keeping ourselves to ourselves, and I wasn't feeling clumsy or awkward. I just did not know what to say or do. But they're really cool people. Later, the two Aarons and Niles and ... I feel bad because i forgot his name, but I know that he is Tristan's brother came. Nilesh, the Patel's dad dropped off us home and I was supposed to be giving directions, but being crap and having a rubbish sense of right and left, I was nervous. However, to my suprise, he knew where it was, because apparently, he used to walk from there to Willesden at 12:00 am. The car ride home wasn't awkward as anticipated. We talked about transport and politics and stuff; my sisters were quiet though the politics bit - I think they were thinking, what's a manifesto, as I was discussing UKIP's.

I've loved this half term so much. Procastinating, pausing and play. Now, though, I need to power through the next couple of weeks.

In church, we were asked to reflect on what we need for the next weeks.

I thought about the next term, where pressure would be mounting.

I need strenght.
I need to persevre.
I need friendship.
I need to have confidence in myself.
I need to die trying
and try in everything I do
and still have enough time for me.
It's a lot.
But then, I am a lot.
I am good enough and capable.
BRING IT ON! :)

Goodnight, I've got to read some more Harry Potter, then sleep. :)