Hello everyone,


I am a tiny bit pissed off.

I may be being a little petty. In fact, I am being petty. But still.

I think I may have mentioned my friend.

Let's call him J. He gets anxious in social situations and so for the past couple of days before I have been going to sleep, I have been with him trying to calm him down and making sure he goes to bed happy.

He turns up to my room and he is all sulky or I go check up on him and he is so sad and I couldn't possibly leave.

So I spend like two hours in his room or go on a walk with him.

J likes my other friend A and he told me and I promised not to tell her and so I didn't.

Yesterday, we went on a walk. Ten of us. And he wondered off knowing that it would worry us. I tried to catch up to him and just make sure he was alright but he was so ungrateful, like, why are you here? He was sort of like, leave me alone and I was like, ouch, fine. So he wonders of in the dark and on a dangerous path (because apparently there have been burglaries.)

He left me and A so worried and at one point she cried.

And so he text her this morning saying, I am sorry for being so selfish last night. The thing that sort of sucks is that I have been trying to be there for him and trying to care for him but like he doesn't care about the fact that he made me worry as well. Like my feelings don't matter because I am Linda and I have been there for him whenever he's needed me so it doesn't matter if I am hurt if that makes sense.