I saw a picture of Agata and her brother in Poland, with I think, candy floss on Facebook. I cannot help but think, why can't you be here instead of Poland though I feel a bit bad because she looked like she was having fun. But is just sort of sucks right. Like I do not k now how she is doing or anything and the only way to find out is Facebook. 

Today, in church, they did a service where they were 'celebrating youth' in the church and where they were heading next. It was weird; people who I haven't seen for years (well that is an exaggeration) turned up. 

They made most of the young people who were heading in new directions to stand up in front of the congregation - like 50 to 60 people. I was stood there and people were looking front and I was just looking down at the ground like please swallow me up. It was ridiculous. I was so uncomfortable and embarrassed and nervous for no reason.