Here is an update. :) I have bad recently with posting stuff. I cannot help that I am just really inconsistent.

I have had 4 offers so far from my uni's at AAB and Oxford will reply in December to tell me whether I have got an interview or not.

The whole of the half term I took part in NCS. It was a really cool experience. I think I grew a lot as a person that week considering I am the girl who spends life studying. I actually stepped outside my comfort zone.

My brain has been a sieve recently. I remember all the stuff about biology once I have gone over it twice. When it comes to just remembering stuff I need on a day to day basis, I am sort of flopping. Everything is just sort of becoming a mess. I have not had time to sort out stuff that was piling up and then just as I start to, something else starts to pile up. There is preparing for my Oxford interview - if I get one. I cannot allow myself not to prepare in case I get an interview but there is a chance I may not. There is reading up about the Universities I got offers about to help me make a choice about which  will be my first or firm offer. There is all the impromptu stuff. All the tests and homework. The work load is intense. There is making sure I do not neglect my youngest sister (it breaks my heart when I do. All she does is go on the laptop and no one will play with her. I feel like such a terrible person.) Life is the NCS meet ups that drain my weekend. There is the responsibilities of being the oldest child. there is also making sure I find time for other people.  Life is just a bit too much at the moment. I don't want to break.

I had a 1 - 1 interview with my form tutor Mike and that sort of rattled me and I left wanting to cry. I told him I was feeling the pressure of A2 and he asked ' Really?' As if the concept of me feeling pressure is unheard of. I am only human. He told me anything I do, I will be successful in. People have too much faith in me.

Daniel is nicer than I give him credit for. I mean, he actually cares about me.

I have been reading a lot of fan fiction recently.