Yesterday I went to this sort of forest / man made beach in Ruislip with Agata. It was literally so amazing. I was thinking, wow, it is so cool that this place exists. The place was like a secret - well a secret discovered by the world. I call it a secret because it was a place concaved by trees.

 First we went to the toilets. Quite a few public toilets are absolutely vile! I remember when I used to go Dalston market with my mum and I used to hate using the toilet. Not only did the make females pay 20p to open the door - males toilets were free - but the place had a stench of urine. The floors looked a bit wet and I feared that it was not water on the floor. Logic would dictate that you tried to spend as little time possible in a place like that, but the taps were almost impossible to work. You would put your hands underneath the tap and if you were lucky, the automated water and soap would work. Now, the toilets yesterday were not that bad, but they were pretty bad too.

Afterwards we went to the outdoor gym. It had a bike machine which I was so keen to go on but this oldish kind of lady was on it. as soon as she came out, I got on it. My feet kept falling off the pedal. 

Then we went to this sort of secret pier and looked at the view a bit, then went to the forest. We initially walked besides the train track, then Agata was like, we should not move too far from the train track, right before she detoured. Then we found a tree to climb on. Needless to say, I fell. There was brown stuff all over my trouser. Walking around, we saw these two tiny Peppa pig boots, both in different places. Imagine loosing your shoe. That's sad. We made it to the beach at last! Every step I took, my feet sunk into the sand.

We decided that we wanted ice cream and Agata and I went on a hunt to find some. We went to Morrisons, then Iceland, then Tesco, then Morrisons again because we did not look in the ice cream aisle - we bough custard doughnuts initially from Morrisons. Then we eventually went to Mac Donalds and had doughnut and Icecream before Agata pointed out that I was eating ice cream and doughnut when my sister had a boy friend and she admitted she was doing the same, but that her younger bro is single, so it's better for her. :P This cute little girl behind me started to turn around and hit my head with a balloon when her dad was not looking and when her dad realised he told her to stop but she said, ' but she likes it' because I was laughing. It was so cute and Agata got jealous because not only did the girl not make contact with her, but she also had a balloon. Agata got me a Tardis, and a Doctor who poster and a set of Doctor who books, a book called Love lessons bu Jacqueline Wilson and a rock and some shells. I love the girl so much, but like so many heavy things. I am yet to put up the poster in my room as I do not have blu tak. It was a cool day. I needed the rest.

I came home and started revision and I felt so stressed, because I am so under prepared. Like, for my mock, I got an A by 4 marks at 72/100 but like, no, that is not okay! 28 marks lost is crap. (For me anyway). I want at least an A at 85 percent for bio unit 2 and how am I going to do that if I do not know the content like the back of my hand? I need to make a CV and get work experience. There is a food kitchen and community centre less than 5 minutes away from my house which I may consider and there is the GP and a pharmacy where my parents talk to the people who run it and they know me from when I was younger. There is the Wembley Library and Brentfield, which are alluring as I have built a rapport with the people there or or or or I could as Judy, who was the head of the Mentoring department of Copland and she liked me lots anyway. I could perhaps go to the children's centre near my house or an elderly peoples care home but my mum says I need to get injections before I do that. I don't know yet.