It is times like this that I cannot actually wait to leave.

Yesterday my sister borrowed money from me to buy a text book and she said she would pay me back today. So I ask her for my money back and the girl has the bloody audacity to bite my head off for doing her a favour. I thought f it. I cannot wait to live with people who are grateful and appreciative of other people as opposed to spiteful.

Also, the other day, water spilled on one of the laptops and my mum was angry understandably. What I did not like was that she used me as the scapegoat and yelled at me. The laptop wouldn't have been damaged if you did not take it downstairs, she said. Whilst I tried to explain that I wasn't even using it. I didn't leave it in the kitchen. My brother did. Therefore he should have brought it up. I didn't pour water on the laptop, my sister did. What the hell was it that I did? But no, she had no idea how to listen so she just continued shouting at me. She was even like, I will never forgive you for letting this happen. For F sake. I dislike how people need to find a scapegoat for all their problems. However, I should be used to it by now, having been blamed for all the problems in her marriage a number of occasions. That blew over and then she came to me and tried to argue with me and she was like 'Just stop arguing and accept all the blame for the laptop being damaged,'

That will happen when she learns how to listen.

Which I don't see happening anytime soon.