It's really great. Like, I look back right, and I think, wow.
Look at how much I have developed.
Look at how much I have done.
Look at how much times have changed.
I remember the girl before, right, and like she would not have thought life would get this good.
She sort of felt trapped and sealed in between the days and that made her scared and made her feel like, just not existing. She just wanted to stop feeling, To disappear and she hated her self so much and blamed everything on herself and was just sort of lost, I guess.
And it's really weird. Or funny. I don't know which.
She achieved quite a bit, when she didn't consider herself worth while. She didn't acknowledge her efforts or hard work and I think, wouldn't it have been easier if she had faith in herself? If she wasn't just trying so she could prove herself, but if she was trying for personal development?
Now she is on the other side of things and has just been happy for a long time. She never would have thought that was possible. It is weird. People are always asking her how she is the happiest person ever, as if it is something that just happens over night.
It doesn't. It really does not.
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