I'm going to gain so much weight this holiday.

I don't want to know.

I just want to go back to uni where I can eat better and properly cut food out of my life.

Like here, it's like, I won't eat chips. But if someone shoves chips in my face, then I will eat all of them, even if I am full. Even if I know it is bad.

I need to be in an environment where there is no bad food anywhere.

I keep saying, oh, I will eat less calories tomorrow. I'll be good. I'll resist temptation. But then the next day, it is like shit. Damn it. Because the problem is, other people by junk food and I eat it because I am an idiot.

I just want to go back to uni where I can eat better.