Today

Today was a good day. 

Most days recently, all I have been doing is staying at home studying. Not exactly burning myself out, but nearly reaching myself out. 

I just want the exams to be over at the moment. 

I had a psychology exam on Wednesday and I ran after the exam because I did not wish to discuss it or classify it as good or bad, or I got an A* or I got a U. I didn't want to get all irrational with emotions. However, there are rumors going around that I did really badly in the exam because I did not want to talk to anyone. Just to leave people in college - everyone apart from Evelin - in suspense, I shall continue to run after exams and refuse to confirm anything. The thing that bothers me about the rumors is that perhaps some people will hear them and think, good she wasn't happy about the exam - she deserves once in a while to fail / do badly. I am not being paranoid here by saying this because some people have actually expressed this. Like once for a practical exam I did not do too well and one girl actually said, it is good that you fail too.

Okay, so today. 

I did some revision. Obviously.

Then I went out to meet Alex. We went to Morrisons to buy the library staff cakes to sort of say thank you for having us work there for the year. This is because Alex no longer will be working there and I finish in 3 weeks. 

I was so nervous. Like what do I say because Alex insisted that she would not be doing the talking. 

At the end, we improvised. I did the talking. It was really awkward. I was like, we got everyone a cake and they were happy and like, you didn't have to.

Then we left and I was going to go home but Alex and I talked for a couple of hours and she's so great really. We talked about life and random stuff. It is sad that I won't really be working with her anymore.