I went out by myself today

I went to Northala fields today by myself.

I felt so at peace. 

I lost track of time. 

I did not feel the urge to pick up my phone

to call or email or take pictures.

I just walked.

I have never felt so calm before.

Like eventually, I was just breathing consciously

and I just thinking at the present.

Not where I was going, where I had come from.

Just where I was then.

It really was such an amazing feeling.