Lies get you nowhere. 

I may have told a lie which has sort of come back to haunt me. 

:) Great! 

Update

I was not able to find a job. Perhaps I didn't try hard enough? Maybe... maybe I did not even want a job?

Everything is a little bit busy at the moment which is great but sucks a little bit.

I am in Mencap on Mondays. It is really great helping the people with learning disabilities as it makes me sort of think about stuff I take for granted. I can feed myself and communicate in such a way that people will understand me. However, for some of the people I have met, it is an immense struggle to do these things.

Tuesdays and Wednesdays are my days off. Instead of making plans with friends, I feel so overwhelmed with having most of my week planned and I end up doing something spontaneous or going out with friends. However, I next week. we may be going Jimmys on Tuesday (my siblings, Anthony, Mohammed and I) and on Wednesday I will force myself to make plans with either Zeinab or Victoria and we will go somewhere green.

On Thursdays, I am in Wembley library volunteering. This is my third year and so the staff love me and we have built a really good rapport. However, I look forward to volunteering her least. After a year of stacking books in work, I have grown tired of doing so. Although, that is not to say that that is my only role. I also supervise other volunteers because I am apparently more experienced. Also, I get to talk. However, the problem is, in a shitty mood, there is so much pressure to smile and communicate and I cannot handle that well.

On Fridays, I volunteer at Sufra. I love that place so much. It is a home away from home. I help out looking after the children and they are so great. Also, I also talk to people and so that is good as well.

Satudays for the rest of this month are earmarked for Sufra, helping out. Sunday is church day.

You know what would be nice

You know what would be really nice?

If Joy made me breakfast.

Church Picnic

There was a picnic in church today and my sister and I stayed.

At first, I found a spot on the grass and started to read Harry Potter and the Deathly hallows. I sat there and tried to avoid eye contact, which was hard because these children attacking my little sister with pillows and teddy bears. I kept looking up and trying to make them stop but it was fruitless.

I then decided that I'd join the Patel family because they have always been nice to me and I was like, I may as communicate with people.

I've actually been meaning to talk to their mum - she is a psychologist and for 2 years now I have been beating

Update

Hello people

I am good, good, good

that is pretty much it

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Today

I had a really nice day today.

I went to Holland Park with Victoria A and we caught up about life which was good.

It was really beautiful and I think that it will be my next inspiration when I draw.

At 4:00pm I had a meeting in the Living Room which is a place near where I live where they help people find jobs.

Initially, I was hesitant about going there because I did not want to engage in conversation with anyone.

However, I told myself to shut up and went anyway.

One of the ladies who works there, who I will be seeing weekly until I find a job, is so nice.

So it is all cool.



Agata got into Edinbrugh on biomedical sciences.

I am happy for her. Obviously.

However, like it is Edinbrugh.

I checked the distance from Oxford to Edinbrugh - 6 hours.

And from Warwick is 5 hours.

And from London is 7 hours.

All I know is that where ever we are will be far away from each other.

And it is so soon and close which scares me a little?

Like what the actual f***