I watched a documentary on BBC I player called My baby, psychosis and me.
It was the saddest thing I have ever watched.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/b07187xv/my-baby-psychosis-and-me

It was about post partum psychosis. Basically, experiencing psychosis after pregnancy and it is really sad that this happens to people.

It is interesting, because when I was learning about drugs, I thought, well what if it is a bad idea intoxicating people with drugs? Also, with ECT, is it really ethical using a treatment that you do not know how it helps people? I watched the documentary, it's sort of thought provoking, because for the ladies in the documentary, there was no alternative that would work.

Some people are such drama queens. It is ridiculous.

She was like to me, I am making a scene.

So I left her to be by herself.

And I thought, I am not the one making a scene.

I was just trying to figure out why my friend was pissed of at me.

Her getting pissed of at me over a statement

was what made a scene.

Jheze, people these days!

Fanfiction

I am spending so much time on A03.

Fanfiction is so beautiful :)

I don't read smut, mature of explicit...

I still get all like, ewh, at the kissing scenes

I am trying to figure out whether it is a destructive hobby or a worthwhile one.

I lose an hour of sleep every day, reading on my phone.

But it also broadens my vocabulary and inspires me to manipulate words.

And now, whenever I look at words, they are beautiful and all have a purpose.

I was volunteering today and I got to help one of the lady's sort out the food storage.

It was actually quite fun.

She was playing the radio and singing and telling me what to do and letting me take lollypops and telling me stuff.

She is not supposed to work weekends, but because she finds it so worthwhile, she just does. After she finishes working, she goes back to the storage and sorts it out some more. Like, if that is not dedication, I do not know what is.

My oyster card will not work. 

Have to get a new one :( 

Chocolate scrabble

I made a huge mistake today.

I bought chocolate scrabble.

I was like, let us just eat the chocolate.

And then, Tobi was like, nah, let's play.

So we played as a family.

My mum kept eating the chocolate.

Tobi kept complaining about us playing the game wrong.

I stole the chocolate coin in the middle. :P

My youngest complained about the lack of chocolate.

I was like, guys, let us just eat the chocolate after it got hectic.

Tobi stormed off angry at my brother.

So that is what playing a family game is like for the Peppergrinders. :P

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-35459797
I watched this